Thursday, November 26, 2009

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL WHO READ MY PAGE TODAY !

No matter if you celebrate or not , we all always have something to be thankful for !
What I am Thankful for today is that my family WILL SIT, EAT DINNER AT A TABLE !

For the moment we have a home , If people only really knew WHAT THE REAL WORLD IS LIKE !


CAN YOU JUST HELP WITH 1 DOLLAR ?

PLEASE .....................

TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR MY FAMILY &

IT'S SOOOOO COLD IN CHICAGO ! ! !

CAN YOU HELP WITH JUST 1 LITTLE DOLLAR ?



I AM STARTING TO LOOSE ALL HOPE !

Seem as if you can't make someone money they could really careless !
I write articles every day on blog sites , just am no where near the cashing out min.....

HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

What I am Thankfull For !

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL !
I wanted to tell what/ why I am thankful for this year well its way better than last year .
Last year we had just moved into this apt . After being homeless for over 1 1/2 yrs living in motel rooms , making $15.00 a week over our weekly rent !
Fought like crazy for food stamps , you see I was working and deemed un entitled !
I made / was making $310.00 a week ( shh the rent was $295.00 ) I fought it and eventually I did receive the stamps .
Last year we finally got out of this motel room !
We had a home !
We had food !
We had each other !
We had the traditional Thanksgiving dinner .
We had the turkey , the sweet potatoes, the pumpkin pie .
What we did not have was ANY furniture at all !
I mean nothing !

We ate our Thanksgiving dinner off a box and sat on the floor !

We continued to sleep on the floor till just days before Christmas last year .
I struggled and called numbers , churches, salvation army tons of places begging them to please not let my boys wake up on the floor Christmas morning !

Got that all worked out literally like 2 days before Christmas , put this home all together in time for that big day !

The church who had helped me put together a collection for me to buy Christmas presents with.
Instead of using that money for toys and things I paid the rent for 1 year in advance !
I had already had the rent paid threw the first of the year !
I was determined to not be homeless again !
( due to issues with the racist neighbors I moved to the next building in Feb. of last year so my rent money from the church was paid till March 2010 )

Getting back to what I am thankful for this year the TABLE my family will eat at on Thursday !

FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THANKSGIVING 2006 MY CHILDREN WILL EAT THANKSGIVING DINNER AT A TABLE !

You see once you have been in this place in life where you have nothing , its so hard to re-gain all that you had lost .
We had a 4 bedroom house with a huge yard
( lost that its gone )
I had the SOCCER MOM 2001 FORD EXPEDITION
( lost that its gone )
Big screen Tv's , Dvd's, Home Theater systems
( plural more than one lost them its gone )

We had it all till I left their Dad (June 9, 2007 )
you see I was sick of being someone's punching bag .
Now , here's life living it on my own !
It's not that I can't ask my parents .
( I ask them for help all the time )

They would love to help , then again I am sure they would love to STILL be alive to be with their Grandsons too .
My mom only got to see my oldest son & my dad never got to see the baby my PEANUT
( My RAY of SUNSHINE )

A year of struggling like crazy asking people for help cus' I lost my job !


Being told by people to just give up my kids , since I am having it hard to take care of them
( women from churches and social services)
TOLD ME TO JUST GIVE UP MY KIDS !
My kids THE ONE AND ONLY REASON I KEEP GOING ! !
BUT..... HEY !
I MADE 7 CENTS SO FAR FOR TODAY FROM ADSENSE !
SO FAR I'M AT $5.27 , NEED $100.00 TO CASH OUT
( how long ya think it will take me ?)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

EVICTED

YES WE WERE EVICTED !
YESTERDAY 11:42 ( Wednesay 11/18) AM WALKED OUT OF COURT , TO GO HOME TO TELL MY KIDS I LOST THE FIGHT .

The Racist neighbors WON !
My boys are mixed and This WORLD is still so Racist !
Yes ,Racist neighbors Black women who do not approve of a white woman having mixed babies , in this world its what is called reverse discrimination .
( oh ,I forgot but it does not exist , yeah right )
I am white so WHO would be racist against me ?
Many Black Women , very many !
Is it because my boys are as beautiful as they are ?
Is it because I was with one of THEIR MEN ?
( beaten , bruised , scarred for life by one of theirs , more of which no one knows )
The scars on my face are so bad I will never show pictures of myself any more , once was a very beautiful woman , once I was model quality .
Yes , This is ALL my fault because I never had much for a career , I enjoyed bar tending and being a driver .
I had a great boss , a pleasure to work for . I made great money , until the economy went south .
My dreams were computers and writing both of I am currently working making into something now .
We now have till DECEMBER 31,2009 !
I have to pay court costs , ( not to sure how that works its 3 times of what I get in a month )
I Am NOT to GET ANY OF MY MONEY BACK !
So much for the U.S JUSTICE SYSTEM !
( What's new there ? The innocent are guilty and the guilty go free )
But , hey I am just a SINGLE UN-MARRIED MOM OF 3 !
In THIS Society ..I am just not a worthy of being human , not a tax payer home owner , so I must just be garbage , right ?
What no one knows is who I really am , I am a mom of 3 boys , my kids always are #1 and me 2 nd , 3rd sometimes 10th !
What no one knows about me is I bust my butt every day for complete pennies online !
( but hey, it gets the kids clothes washed )
I write blog pages ( 10 cents a day here 10 cents a day there , PTC sites - been with one over 1 yr now not even made dollar 1 )
All I can hope from here on out is that if enough people see this maybe Some one will help !
AGAIN , I CAN'T STRESS ENOUGH PLEASE HELP !

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Please Help My Boys for Christmas

Hello , I am a single mother of 3 boys .
I do my very best to find work , there just is none.
I try my hardest to make money online , I am lucky to make 30 cents a day , some days I get lucky and make 3- 4 bucks , all that does is gets the laundry done .

My boy's father is now out of work , my child support has been cut down to $167.60 a month !

Our landlord is taking us to court cus the neighbors do not like my children , our rent is paid till March 1, 2010 . I have a LEGAL AID Attorney who is NOT doing ANY form of his job . In all fairness he is making my case WORSE !
( I do not even know if I will have a home for Christmas right now )

I do not even know how I will pay my internet/phone /cable bill .
With 3 boys 5, 7 & 11 you just have to have T.V , and the internet I the only way I have been able to make the little bit for laundry and be able to put in applications for work .

My un-employment ran out I have been out of work since 7/2008 .
I have tried with churches, other social service entities as every one is having funding issues due to the economy , I can not even get my family on a list !

So, I ask , please can you spare a dollar or two , please help me to not have a bare Christmas tree for my boys this year .

My baby still believes in Santa, as does my 7 yr old , I have always managed to pull things off for them for Christmas , but this year I am just at a complete loss .
I have tried every ting , this is my last effort to make a very wonderful Christmas for my boys !

This is a VERY real picture of my boys , and we are a VERY real family in need !

You may contact me
(413) 403- 2822
mizzlizz2009@live.com