SANTA'S FUND

PLEASE HELP ONLY 48 HOURS TILL HOMELESS !

2009-12-29T06:03:00.000-08:00

PLEASE..PLEASE HELP US !

THE PLACE I FOUND FELL THREW I COULD NOT GET A $1200.00 SECURITY DEP. ITS SO CLOD AND SNOWY IN CHICAGO PLEASE ..

PLEASE.....

AND AGAIN I ASK PLEASE HELP !

HAVE A HOLLY JOLLY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-23T18:14:00.000-08:00

Hello all ....WOW What a day !
First I wanted to say Thank You again to the very few who have chose to help me out with their Donations....

If I can only get just a few more dollars I will be able to pull it all off on a last minute Christmas Eve rush !

Took forever to get back and forth to the doctor to discuss these options the weather in Chicago just sux !
( none of this is really sounding all that good to me wish my parents were still alive I could really use my mom & dad about right now )

Very scary actually & now I can say I know how my mom felt when she was given the same kind of options .
They are so very easy to cut you today , and be able to give you ANY guarantees that the cancer will not spread .

Not having any REAL insurance I pretty much get the bottom of the barrel as far as health care ..
Who says we do not need health care reform in this country !

If we had universal health care like other countries it might not be so hard to find a doctor who will take a medical card and who might actually care to keep you alive ! I am not in the best of spirits and I am sorry about that but I wanted to say thank you to the ones who have done their best to help me out .

I might have pulled off a place to live .

I just hope I can get help from somewhere for a security dep ...

Deal with that Monday !

Hope all are having a great day !
Here is a little thing I found called Smilebox
( its all I can give to you for Christmas )

Its really cute and free !
If you have friends and relatives far away it looks like it would be fantastic for them !
CLICK HERE
MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hi , I wanted to say thank you to the VERY few who have helped out .

I also wanted to post this due to some VERY nasty comments that have come out of INDIA ( like they have anything to complain about THEY GOT ALL OUR JOBS )

I guess it was not believed that I only had $.42 ..

Well actually I was wrong my balance says 43 cents !

Over night and this morning 2 gentleman helped out with a $2.00 donations I tried to email the one gentleman back to say thank you , but his address got kicked back to me .
If you check back on my page THANK YOU !

HERE IS A COPY OF MY PRE-PAID CARD STATEMENT FOR TODAY !

Tue 12/22/09 6:15 AM
To: mizzlizz2009@live.com
Dear ,

The available balance on your Wired Plastic card is $0.43.

The available balance displayed was current when this email was sent. Recent transactions may have reduced your available balance.

Sincerely,

Wired Plastic Customer Service

THE CLOCK IS TICKNG ~ ~ NO PRESENTS THIS CHRISTMAS

2009-12-21T14:31:00.000-08:00

SANTA IF YOU ARE OUT THERE AND READING THIS ..

THERE ARE NO PRESENTS UNDER THE TREE AND WITH THE WHOLE $.42 THAT I HAVE I JUST CAN NOT BUY THE KIDS A THING !
YES HARD TO BELIEVE BUT THAT REALLY IS ALL THAT I HAVE AND NO ..
THERE IS NOT 1 PRESENT !

SANTA WE NEED YOUR HELP !

7 Days Till Christmas --- 13 Days Till Homeless

2009-12-19T03:53:00.001-08:00

TIME IS RUNNING OUT !

CHRISTMAS IN 7 DAYS !

HOMELESS IN 13 DAYS ! ! !

SINGLE MOM AND 3 ANGELS NEED YOU HELP ! ! !

PLEASE HELP SANTA PREFORM A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE !

YOU ALL WOULD NOT BELIEVE THIS

2009-12-19T03:17:00.000-08:00

HI, I WANTED TO POST THIS THE OTHER DAY WHE IT HAPPENED , BUT I WAS JUST WAY TOO UPSET TO WRITE ABOUT IT .

BACK ON 11/11/2009 I HAD CONTACTED THE TOYS FOR TOTS PROGRAM HERE IN CHICAGO . I LEFT SEVERAL VOICEMAILS AND SENT SEVERAL EMAILS .

THIS PAST THURSDAY I WAS ABLE TO CONTACT A GENTLEMAN IN VIRGINIA WHO WAS FINALLY ABLE TO CONTACT A MAN IN CHARGE NAMED MICHEAL HERE IN CHICAGO WHO FINALLY AFTER A MONTH AND A HALF CALLED ME BACK .

HIS RESPONSE WAS " SORRY OH WELL WE ONLY HELP NON-PROFIT WE DO NOT HELP FAMILIES "

WELL MAYBE IF HE REALLY HAD CARED ABOUT HIS JOB IN THE PROGRAM HERE IN CHICAGO MAYBE BACK IN NOVEMBER HE COULD HAD HELPED ME GET WITH THE RIGHT ENTITY THAT COULD HAD HELPED ME .
SO THAT I WOULD HAD BEEN ABLE TO HAVE A FEW THINGS UNDER THE TREE.

THE MAN'S ATTITUDE AND RESPONSE FOR BEING A MARINE - A MAN WHO REPRESENTS THIS COUNTRY I FELT WAS IN VERY POOR TASTE .

A MARINE IN CHARGE OF THE TOYS FOR TOTS PROGRAM BASICALLY TOLD MY BOYS TO GO SCRATCH AS IF THEY WERE NOT WORTHY OF BEING ABLE TO RECEIVE ANY TOYS FROM ALL THE DONATIONS MADE TO THEM FOR CHILDREN IN NEED AT CHRISTMAS .

DONATIONS THAT WERE MADE FOR CHILDREN LIKE MY BOYS TO SIMPLY HAVE THAT PRESENT UNDER THE TREE .

BUT HEY I BET WHEN THESE BOYS TURN 17 THEY WILL HAVE NO PROBLEMS HOUNDING THEM TO ENLIST .

THESE ARE THE BOYS THAT COULD GET DRAFTED TO SERVE THIS COUNTRY BUT YET THE SERVICE COULD NOT , DID NOT CARE 1 OUNCE IF THEY HAD A PRESENT UNDER THE TREE THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS .

I MYSELF HAVE OVER THE YEARS MADE DONATIONS TO BOTH THE TOYS FOR TOTS AND SALVATION ARMY AT CHRISTMAS .
AFTER THE WAY I WAS TREATED BY BOTH THIS YEAR , WHEN I WAS IN NEED I HAVE TO SAY I WILL NOT EVER EVER AGAIN !

10 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS ....16 DAYS TO HOMELESS

2009-12-15T23:31:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL ...JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH YOU .

MUCH EARLIER TONIGHT BEFORE I PUT THE BOYS TO BED I LET THEM KNOW WITH ALL MY EFFORTS .
I JUST CAN NOT SEE ANY WAY OF BEING ABLE TO GET THEM A THING FOR CHRISTMAS .

WITH THE HELP OF THE FEW SMALL DONATIONS ,( WENT TO WASH UP THE NICE SHIRTS AND PANTS FOR THEIR CHRISTMAS PROGRAM TODAY )

AGAIN MY LITTLE SWEET ANGEL PEANUT ..SAID THE MOST INCREDIBLE THING TO ME THAT MADE ME THE PROUDEST MOTHER IN THIS WORLD MY SON SAID

"MOM BUT YOU DID GET US A PRESENT . YOU GIVE US A PRESENT EVERY DAY MOM YOU GIVE US LOVE ! "
A 5 YR OLD WITH A HEART OF TRUE GOLD .

MY PARENTS WOULD BE SO PROUD IF THEY WERE STILL ALIVE , WITH ALL MY SCREW UPS THAT I HAVE MADE IN 40 YRS .....

I DID DO THR RIGHT THINGS BY GRINGING THEM INTO THIS WORLD . THIS WORLD NEEDS MORE PEOPLE LIKE THIS . THE WORLD NEEDS THAT KIND OF LOVE OF JUST LIFE.

NO MATTER HOW HARD WE STRUGGLE .
I KNOW I AM DOING THE RIGHT THINGS FOR MY BOYS ..

I JUST WISH I COULD GIVE THEM A MIRACLE AND SHOW THEM THAT SANTA DOES EXIST !

SUNDAY MORNING ! - 19 DAYS LEFT !

2009-12-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

Hello to ALL ,
I wanted to say thank you to the 2 WONDERFUL People who has helped with their donations !

I want then / you all to know no matter how small RIGHT NOW IT WILL HELP MORE THAN YOU KNOW !

I Checked my balance on my Pre-paid debit card ,I was hoping to still have a dollar left , the tp is running out very fast, we are all now catching a cold .
( no one will give me 1 dollar in credit )

HOW ??? How can a PRE-PAID CARD BE UNDER BY $1.36 ???
But I woke up this morning to find my Peanut writing another letter to Santa , between the chicken scratch that we can not ever understand , my son asked me HOW to write a HOME .

He said " If I ask Santa to not bring me any toys cus' I have toys . Do you think he can just bring us a home ?"

WELL ...ANOTHER TEARY EYED FEW MOMENTS !

2009-12-12T05:45:00.000-08:00

Good Morning To All !

I Came Across A Site Called PAID TO PROMOTE They Are Supposed To Pay You Like .001 For Every Visitor To Your Site !
Some Thing Is VERY SHADY With Them !

My Blog Page Was Changing From Their Code , My Anti-virus Went Nuts And The Were Even Spidering Emails And Sending Out So Sleezy Type Stuff !

IF THIS HAPPENED TO YOU , PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM VERY, VERY ,VERY ,SORRY !

I Was ONLY Hoping To Make A Few Dollars !

I Have Taking Their Code OFF My Site , Sent Their Admin A NASTY Email .

Also Just Want To Let Anyone Know Of That Site !
I Had Found Them On TRAFFIC NOW FIRE !

I have Also Since Changed The Pay Pal Account .

JUST TO MAKE SURE ALL IF SAFE FOR ANYONE WHO DOES HELP WITH EVEN THE SMALLEST DONATION !

NOT BLOOD CANCER ONLY OVARIAN CANCER

2009-12-09T14:31:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL , WHEN YOU READ THIS YOU WILL KNOW THAT I HAVE A SOFTBALL SIZE TUMOR ON MY OVARIES..THIS COULD VERY WELL BE THE VERY LAST CHRISTMAS MY CHILDREN EVER HAVE WITH ME .... MY DOCTOR WANTS EMERGENCY SURGERY .....
PLEASE PRAY THAT HE DOES NOT TAKE ME AWAY FROM THEY I AM ALL THAT THEY HAVE !

BLOOD CANCER TESTING TODAY

2009-12-05T08:34:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah as if I really needed this one too !

Been blowing it off for over 3 months
( it was supposed to get done in September )
Just honestly did not want to find out the answer .
I have just not been feeling all that great .
I have got a fever that refuses to go away ( for about 6 months now )

Today I will get this CT scan done so by sometime next week I should know if my doctor was right to send me to a Hematologist and that I do in fact have Lymphoma .

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL

2009-11-26T07:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL WHO READ MY PAGE TODAY !

No matter if you celebrate or not , we all always have something to be thankful for !
What I am Thankful for today is that my family WILL SIT, EAT DINNER AT A TABLE !

For the moment we have a home , If people only really knew WHAT THE REAL WORLD IS LIKE !

CAN YOU JUST HELP WITH 1 DOLLAR ?

PLEASE .....................

TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR MY FAMILY &

IT'S SOOOOO COLD IN CHICAGO ! ! !

CAN YOU HELP WITH JUST 1 LITTLE DOLLAR ?

I AM STARTING TO LOOSE ALL HOPE !

Seem as if you can't make someone money they could really careless !
I write articles every day on blog sites , just am no where near the cashing out min.....

HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

What I am Thankfull For !

2009-11-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL !
I wanted to tell what/ why I am thankful for this year well its way better than last year .
Last year we had just moved into this apt . After being homeless for over 1 1/2 yrs living in motel rooms , making $15.00 a week over our weekly rent !
Fought like crazy for food stamps , you see I was working and deemed un entitled !
I made / was making $310.00 a week ( shh the rent was $295.00 ) I fought it and eventually I did receive the stamps .
Last year we finally got out of this motel room !
We had a home !
We had food !
We had each other !
We had the traditional Thanksgiving dinner .
We had the turkey , the sweet potatoes, the pumpkin pie .
What we did not have was ANY furniture at all !
I mean nothing !

We ate our Thanksgiving dinner off a box and sat on the floor !

We continued to sleep on the floor till just days before Christmas last year .
I struggled and called numbers , churches, salvation army tons of places begging them to please not let my boys wake up on the floor Christmas morning !

Got that all worked out literally like 2 days before Christmas , put this home all together in time for that big day !

The church who had helped me put together a collection for me to buy Christmas presents with.
Instead of using that money for toys and things I paid the rent for 1 year in advance !
I had already had the rent paid threw the first of the year !
I was determined to not be homeless again !
( due to issues with the racist neighbors I moved to the next building in Feb. of last year so my rent money from the church was paid till March 2010 )

Getting back to what I am thankful for this year the TABLE my family will eat at on Thursday !

FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THANKSGIVING 2006 MY CHILDREN WILL EAT THANKSGIVING DINNER AT A TABLE !

You see once you have been in this place in life where you have nothing , its so hard to re-gain all that you had lost .
We had a 4 bedroom house with a huge yard
( lost that its gone )
I had the SOCCER MOM 2001 FORD EXPEDITION
( lost that its gone )
Big screen Tv's , Dvd's, Home Theater systems
( plural more than one lost them its gone )

We had it all till I left their Dad (June 9, 2007 )
you see I was sick of being someone's punching bag .
Now , here's life living it on my own !
It's not that I can't ask my parents .
( I ask them for help all the time )

They would love to help , then again I am sure they would love to STILL be alive to be with their Grandsons too .
My mom only got to see my oldest son & my dad never got to see the baby my PEANUT
( My RAY of SUNSHINE )

A year of struggling like crazy asking people for help cus' I lost my job !

Being told by people to just give up my kids , since I am having it hard to take care of them
( women from churches and social services)
TOLD ME TO JUST GIVE UP MY KIDS !
My kids THE ONE AND ONLY REASON I KEEP GOING ! !
BUT..... HEY !
I MADE 7 CENTS SO FAR FOR TODAY FROM ADSENSE !
SO FAR I'M AT $5.27 , NEED $100.00 TO CASH OUT
( how long ya think it will take me ?)

EVICTED

2009-11-19T08:09:00.000-08:00

YES WE WERE EVICTED !
YESTERDAY 11:42 ( Wednesay 11/18) AM WALKED OUT OF COURT , TO GO HOME TO TELL MY KIDS I LOST THE FIGHT .

The Racist neighbors WON !
My boys are mixed and This WORLD is still so Racist !
Yes ,Racist neighbors Black women who do not approve of a white woman having mixed babies , in this world its what is called reverse discrimination .
( oh ,I forgot but it does not exist , yeah right )
I am white so WHO would be racist against me ?
Many Black Women , very many !
Is it because my boys are as beautiful as they are ?
Is it because I was with one of THEIR MEN ?
( beaten , bruised , scarred for life by one of theirs , more of which no one knows )
The scars on my face are so bad I will never show pictures of myself any more , once was a very beautiful woman , once I was model quality .
Yes , This is ALL my fault because I never had much for a career , I enjoyed bar tending and being a driver .
I had a great boss , a pleasure to work for . I made great money , until the economy went south .
My dreams were computers and writing both of I am currently working making into something now .
We now have till DECEMBER 31,2009 !
I have to pay court costs , ( not to sure how that works its 3 times of what I get in a month )
I Am NOT to GET ANY OF MY MONEY BACK !
So much for the U.S JUSTICE SYSTEM !
( What's new there ? The innocent are guilty and the guilty go free )
But , hey I am just a SINGLE UN-MARRIED MOM OF 3 !
In THIS Society ..I am just not a worthy of being human , not a tax payer home owner , so I must just be garbage , right ?
What no one knows is who I really am , I am a mom of 3 boys , my kids always are #1 and me 2 nd , 3rd sometimes 10th !
What no one knows about me is I bust my butt every day for complete pennies online !
( but hey, it gets the kids clothes washed )
I write blog pages ( 10 cents a day here 10 cents a day there , PTC sites - been with one over 1 yr now not even made dollar 1 )
All I can hope from here on out is that if enough people see this maybe Some one will help !
AGAIN , I CAN'T STRESS ENOUGH PLEASE HELP !

Please Help My Boys for Christmas

2009-11-11T09:10:00.000-08:00

Hello , I am a single mother of 3 boys .
I do my very best to find work , there just is none.
I try my hardest to make money online , I am lucky to make 30 cents a day , some days I get lucky and make 3- 4 bucks , all that does is gets the laundry done .

My boy's father is now out of work , my child support has been cut down to $167.60 a month !

Our landlord is taking us to court cus the neighbors do not like my children , our rent is paid till March 1, 2010 . I have a LEGAL AID Attorney who is NOT doing ANY form of his job . In all fairness he is making my case WORSE !
( I do not even know if I will have a home for Christmas right now )

I do not even know how I will pay my internet/phone /cable bill .
With 3 boys 5, 7 & 11 you just have to have T.V , and the internet I the only way I have been able to make the little bit for laundry and be able to put in applications for work .

My un-employment ran out I have been out of work since 7/2008 .
I have tried with churches, other social service entities as every one is having funding issues due to the economy , I can not even get my family on a list !

So, I ask , please can you spare a dollar or two , please help me to not have a bare Christmas tree for my boys this year .

My baby still believes in Santa, as does my 7 yr old , I have always managed to pull things off for them for Christmas , but this year I am just at a complete loss .
I have tried every ting , this is my last effort to make a very wonderful Christmas for my boys !

This is a VERY real picture of my boys , and we are a VERY real family in need !

You may contact me
(413) 403- 2822
mizzlizz2009@live.com